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Posted by ayate at 02:34 PM on February 2, 2004.

Where do I get inspiration?

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If only it was possible ....

Posted by ayate at 12:55 PM on February 3, 2004.

Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
Type: Birdman, Wwin_Han_TypeWriter_Bold, Ayate.
Free Images: Corbis, Google.

I tried to get a gloomier look with fancy grunge borders, but I failed. Oh well.

Currently listening to: Nine Inch Nails's Adrift and At Peace
Currently feeling: sad

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C.M.Y.K.

Posted by ayate at 05:02 PM on February 4, 2004.

Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
Type: Chi-Town, Andale Mono.
AV Girl: Junko Asanuma.

I'm so hopeless in color-coordination too. This is not what I've expected, which means I have to spend a lot more time on design works. How does it look? Frankly, boring!

Currently listening to: The Ants's 109-110
Currently feeling: Uninspired.

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A Denial

Posted by ayate at 03:25 PM on February 5, 2004.

ART What if denied, You've thought about it. Just like When someone denied you When the family denied you When the society denied you When politics denied you When culture denied you When the world denied you Eventually When your own private happiness denied you Where would u go live? You've thought about it. If life is merely about 'being denied' You might want to get out of this place Forever. To look down From the highest peak of denial. - Paing [KaLyar Mag, Oct 97] [In Burmese]

Such an adorable art work of Paing, an influencing Burmese poet. It really soothes me well whenever you say 'Noo'.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Images: Google, NoWords.ORG.

Currently listening to: Radiohead's Creep [Acoustic]
Currently feeling: Dreaming Chemicals

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Fading and fading away ...

Posted by ayate at 01:39 PM on February 6, 2004.

Software: Adobe Photoshop CS, Adobe Illustrator 10.
Type: Colonna MT.

They were there but now they're gone. Nothing left but a bad design work. Good.

Currently listening to: nirvana's You know you're Right
Currently feeling: numb

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Typography 1

Posted by ayate at 06:26 PM on February 8, 2004 as a favorite post.

I didn't dream last night. It's been like that for more than 2 years now. Docs said it could happen when my nerve fibers are too stiff. I don't believe I'm stiff but for some reason they saw me that way. I'm not sure whether I should be sad or amused for that. Ahh, dreamless nights. Pure darkness. So peaceful. so secure. So unthreatening. Oh, and I don't need to remember or talk about my dreams to anyone anymore now right?

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Types: Brad, Cooper, DieDieDie, Wwin_Han_Typewriter.

Currently listening to: Query Query's Site Sin
Currently feeling: numb [still]

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Blanks

Posted by ayate at 05:50 PM on February 10, 2004.

PS layer hell. There's no static, dynamic, scale and/or rhythm present, but just the flat white blankness sits in each rectangle. I hate the look but that's it for now. I might revamp it someday. Not visually enticing eh?

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
Adobe Illustrator 10.
- Types: Architext.

Currently listening to: Matchbox20's Unwell
Currently feeling: so blank

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Happiness ...

Posted by ayate at 07:03 PM on February 12, 2004.

Happiness. That's my second priority in life. I learned to spell it right in both Burmese and English when I was six. For so many years, I've been wondering how happiness would come to me. A large amount of cash? Orgasms? Pills? Nice suits? A cozy shelter? I thought of happiness as a warm computer, or lips of the gal that I was in love with, or chemical dreams, or powders, or a movie, or shallow promises, or laughters, or a song played in my headphones. But gradually I realised that I was wrong. What is happiness then? [The glass is half empty now and I still can't figure out correctly on this yet.] Don't tell me that it's just a word in the English dictionary.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
Adobe Illustrator 10.
- Types: Brie Light, Metrix-10.

Currently listening to: KoЯN's One
Currently feeling: numb

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Untitled 2

Posted by ayate at 08:40 PM on February 14, 2004.

Awesome. And just like that, yesterday was gone. I woke up in the next morning and looked around to see nothing's left as planned. Umm, yea that's good. I don't wanna remember anything. Exactly the way I wanted. Haha.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Type: Neuropol.

Currently listening to: Prodigy's Breathe
Currently feeling: exhausted

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What went wrong?

Posted by ayate at 08:58 PM on February 16, 2004.

Did you go out today? Did you see so many colourful people passing non-stop around you? Did you feel isolated somehow? Did you look at those eyes? Did you read those? Nah, you probably have not.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Type: BitDust-Two, Brieincarnation, Wingdings.

Currently listening to: DamianChild's Cigarettes
Currently feeling: HappySad

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I ♥ Phensedyl®

Posted by ayate at 01:11 PM on February 19, 2004.

That's dumb ay.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Type: Miriam.

Currently listening to: DMX+Eminem+ObieTrice's Go To Sleep
Currently feeling: pissed

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Matrix Is Blue

Posted by ayate at 08:59 PM on February 20, 2004.

I've been thinking what if they chose matrix colour to blue instead of bright green, and the chosen one be Trinity instead of Neo? Nah, that ain't right.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Images: Googles.
- Types: Palatino Linotype, OCR A Extended.

Currently listening to: NIN's Closer
Currently feeling: so uncreative

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Sombrero » So inviting yet so far away

Posted by ayate at 08:45 PM on February 22, 2004.

Object Name:	Sombrero Galaxy, M104, NGC 4594
Object Description:	Edge-on Spiral Galaxy
Position (J2000):	R.A. 12h 39m 59s.43 Dec. -11° 37' 23".0
Constellation:	Virgo
Distance:	28 million light-years (9 megaparsecs)
Dimensions:	This image is roughly 10 arcminutes (82,000 light-years or 25,000 parsecs)wide.

Sombrero. It looks so exquisite and so inviting, isn't it? When I got enough resources, fund & technology, I'd buy it no matter what it takes. [won't rename it though.] Then I would invite Anon [dunno who u're :D but plss if u can.], Formlessness, Haiphong, Sal, Squeaky and tOoDLeS there. Hope u enjoy my galaxy guys. What would u like to do/ consume/ experience while u're there?

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Brushes: V Brush.
- Type: OCR A Extended, Metrix.
- Images: Hubble Heritage.

Currently listening to: K.Y.M.'s Kaung Nay Tone
Currently feeling: trippy

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Untitled 3

Posted by ayate at 02:35 PM on February 25, 2004.

Just ... sometimes, but it hurts so much inside. This pain makes me feel like dropping everything, including myself.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Images: Mine.
- Type: MacType.

Currently listening to: Everclear's Wonderful
Currently feeling: unhappy

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Someone is waiting at the end

Posted by ayate at 03:12 PM on February 26, 2004.

Select all » new layer » render clouds » render lighting fx » duplicate layer » render diff clouds » fade it 65% multiply » extrude layer 1 » brush strokes - accented edges » type tool » brush tool » blending change » paste RedVamp on a new layer » duplicate layer » paint daubs » blending change » blending change » custom shape » duplicate » link layer » merge linked » duplicate » link » merge linked » blending change » hide blue channel » flatten » select all » stroke 1 pixel » end result.

- Software: Adobe Photoshop CS.
- Model: RedVamp.
- Type: Dirty Headlines.

Currently listening to: DjKFX's No Hope
Currently feeling: w a i t i n g

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On Monday ...

Posted by ayate at 09:55 AM on March 1, 2004.

No design thought or idea came to me this weekend. I went out to see some old friends, did some old shits, and swapped some old dreams. I think I was happy. Whatever happened, friends are friends right, tOoDLes? They brought some joy to me life too. Yea I should go out more than that.

Now, here's a little something that I've stolen from Rawwbert. Don't take it seriously, it's just supposed to be a Monday joke, k? [but some of us are gonna die for our arrogance. heh.]

Men Strike Back How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened by the time she brings it. Why is a laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts her sentence with "A man once told me..." How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. Why do men break wind more than women? Because women can't shut up long enough to build up the required pressure. If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. What's worse than a Male Chauvinist Pig? A woman who won't do what she's told. I married Miss Right. I just didn't know her first name was Always. Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90%. It's called a Wedding Cake. Why do men die before their wives? They want to. In the beginning, God created the earth and rested. Then God created Man and rested. Then God created Woman. Since then, neither God nor Man has rested. --

Currently feeling: happy [wow?]

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